20 Months.......Wow

Dear Aiden,

I can't believe this month you have been in Heaven for 20 months. There is something about that 2 at the beginning of the number that takes my breath away.

20 months...........

How is it possible that in just a few short months it will have been 2 years. November 2nd will have come twice since the day you were born. It just doesn't seen like so much time has gone by. You feel so close and yet so far away. I wish I could put into words a little better how I'm feeling but it's hard.

All I know is that I still think of you every single day. And I love you more than words can fully express. I can't wait until your brother is old enough to really understand who you are when we show him your pictures and talk about you.

I need to begin planing how we'll celebrate your birthday this year. I'd like to make a cake and I've been thinking of taking some cake decorating classes. We'll see how that goes- hopefully my cakes are pretty enough for your birthday :)

Thank you for all the sweet little reminders you send to me so often. It helps to know that you think of me just as I think of you ♥ And I've needed that these last few weeks.

Remember that you are always on our minds and hearts. I love you always my sweet boy ♥

Love,
Mama