Saturday, July 21, 2012

20 Months.......Wow

Dear Aiden,

I can't believe this month you have been in Heaven for 20 months. There is something about that 2 at the beginning of the number that takes my breath away.

20 months...........

How is it possible that in just a few short months it will have been 2 years. November 2nd will have come twice since the day you were born. It just doesn't seen like so much time has gone by. You feel so close and yet so far away. I wish I could put into words a little better how I'm feeling but it's hard.

All I know is that I still think of you every single day. And I love you more than words can fully express. I can't wait until your brother is old enough to really understand who you are when we show him your pictures and talk about you.

I need to begin planing how we'll celebrate your birthday this year. I'd like to make a cake and I've been thinking of taking some cake decorating classes. We'll see how that goes- hopefully my cakes are pretty enough for your birthday :)

Thank you for all the sweet little reminders you send to me so often. It helps to know that you think of me just as I think of you ♥ And I've needed that these last few weeks.

Remember that you are always on our minds and hearts. I love you always my sweet boy ♥

Love,
Mama

8 comments:

Addi's mom said...

The "2" in front is so much different...we are right behind you and I'm not looking forward to the 2! These very first little "A" babies always on our minds always always. Thinking of your first little boy with you today.

Natasha said...

Thanks friend- I always think of our sweet little A babies as well ♥

B. Wilson @ Windy {City} Wilsons said...

Maybe I didn't realize our timeline is so close to yours.

20. I'm scared at the sight of that, but I better get used to it because it's a comin'.

<3 Aiden.

Unknown said...

Its scary to think it's been almost 2 years. In just a few short days, it will be 23 months for me since Addie died. Aiden is always there, watching over his little bro. He knows he is loved. Sending you lots of hugs momma! <3

Lj82 said...

It is just crazy that it's going to have been two years so soon... Like it still seems like it "just" happened, you know? The two at the beginning certainly is daunting, and like Brandy said above, it's a com in'.

xox momma

Ashley said...

Been thinking about you. Love looking at your pictures and reading your words. ((hugs))

DandelionBreeze said...

Love to you and your darling boys xoxo

Anonymous said...

I know what you mean about being anxious for these little brothers to be older and understand who their big brothers are. I can't wait until I can hear Finn say Cale's name one day - it will be so sweet and so heartbreaking all at once.

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